A reflection from our team's Leslie Maxwell:
As our team thinks about how to prepare students in this world of AI, we also are using AI a ton ourselves. It's a fascinating journey and I find myself experiencing a wide variety of emotions over the course of a day. Some of them are the more obvious ones — awe, amazement, frustration. Others are subtler. Fleeting thoughts that I really have to be paying attention to recognize.
So, here are some of the nuanced feelings I notice:
- Guilt. I often find myself compelled to say to my colleagues, "This is something Claude and I worked on." Even when I know I did the yeoman's work on it, I still wonder if I get to call it mine. It's a new kind of authorship that doesn't have a name yet.
- Vulnerability. In human conversations, we tend to manage how we're perceived. We hedge. We sometimes imply we know more than we do. That instinct doesn't work well with AI. Being open and honest - asking the "dumb" questions, explicitly responding with "I don't know what that means, Claude" - makes the partnership dramatically better. That's ultimately freeing, but it took me a moment to get there.
- Exposure. I can produce things faster now. That sounds like a pure win, but work that used to take weeks, with feedback gathered from my team along the way, can now be done in an afternoon. Sharing something that big feels more exposed. Like I'm offering more of myself at one time to their judgement.
- Disorientation. Where I add value is shifting. Throughout most of my career, I've been tapped into for writing. Some of what I used to bring, AI brings now too. It doesn't mean I have nothing to offer, just that what I offer is shifting. My colleague, a software engineer with 20 years of experience, described going through a period of mourning. The thing he'd spent his career mastering is different now. I understood exactly what he meant.
If I - a 45-year-old woman who is reasonably confident about herself as a professional - am grappling with these feelings, our students almost certainly are too. And unlike me, they may not have the experience or self-awareness to recognize what bubbles up, let alone navigate it. To that end, as we think about how to teach students to think with AI, we can’t lose sight of the need to help them navigate what it stirs up.