I have a dinner meeting this fridayFriday with my boss and with some coworkers but actually i don't wanna go... lastLast week, they asked me if iI could go iI said yes, but in a insecuresomewhat non-committal way, like "uhmm e.g. "umm, ok",but. But now that iI had time to think deeply,,about it, i'm not feeling goodI don't want to go.
Firstly, iThe first reason I don't want to go is that I don't like my job tothat much, it's ok i. The job's okay and I get well paid butwell. But sometimes the job is very stressful and sometimes iI have to work like 12 hours and mya day. My boss it'sis a good guy with me, generally, but... when iI do someting wrongsomething incorrectly or maybesay that iI don't know how to do something, he gets very very sarcastic to me and laughs because of that..at me. idk if it'sI think he might do this because i'm 22 and he's like 38he is 15 years older than me.
Secondly, it's peopleThe second reason is that most of my coworkers are aboveolder than 27 and i(I'm 22). I feel like I don't have to much talk toabout with them...
Maybe havingWith all those things on mind are making me feelingof these reasons, I feel like this... but i would rather goit'd be easier to stay home that night, eat some pizza and watch some Netflix or maybe eating pizza instead of takinggoing to a dinner with them..
What would youshould I do?? i feel kinda under pressure